© 2018 Lynn Abbott
Horrified best describes her reaction. However, I was too busy dragging the damaged cart from the dumpster to reflect on my scheme’s advisability.
The lines were good, and the smell? It was nothing that a little bleach couldn’t cure.
My husband served as my accomplice on this expedition to the construction dumpster temporarily lodged at the end of our cul-de-sac. My neighbors had already put it to good use. I was simply making the most of an unbelievably excellent opportunity.
My mother? My skeptic. A child of the depression, and World War II, she had happily attempted to leave hand-me-downs behind when she and Dad furnished their home.
Dad, on the other hand, carried his Depression era habits with him into conjugal bliss. No matter how battered and broken, nothing was without value.
Obviously, I am my father’s child. It must be in the genes because our son was cheering that day as I dragged home my prize.
And so the recycling bug broke into my mother’s happy, new and beautiful modernity.
Obviously, I am my father’s child.
There I was, doing it again. It couldn’t be helped. I simply love the challenge of making something beautiful out of someone’s cast-offs; turning an object gone awry into a piece of the sublime.
Yet, in spite of my mother’s objections, I think my passion just might have some redeeming qualities . . .
While talking by telephone with a dear friend, I recently recalled some of the trash in my own life. I reflected on my past and noted that many life decisions had been made hastily.
Regrets . . . who among us doesn’t have them? Sometimes life feels like a dumpster.
Unfortunately, there is no “Back to the Future;” no time machine; no rewind or even delete button. Believe me, if there were, I’d be the first to let you know.
But while there is no rewind button… no re-do… there is God’s amazing grace.
And I’m incredibly thankful that God’s mercy, grace and forgiveness ensures that we need not be defined by our past mistakes.
God, after all, is in the business of redeeming people and events.
Sometimes life feels like a dumpster.
Aaron–Moses’ brother– certainly discovered that.
In fact, Moses pulled Aaron out of more than a few dumpster piles.
That’s right. If anyone had cause for regret, Aaron did. Of course, he started well. Hadn’t he and Moses stood before Pharaoh and spoken God’s message?
Undoubtedly, Aaron experienced the miracles of God up close and personal.
Even so, Aaron failed. You remember: While Moses communed with God on Mount Sinai, Aaron served as “vice-president.”
Apparently, Aaron didn’t have Moses’ backbone. Perhaps, Aaron possessed a great deal of compassion. Or maybe, like most of us, he simply wished to be liked.
Whatever the case, while Moses was away, Aaron waffled. When asked by the people to create an idol for them, Aaron evidently feared their anger if he did not comply.
His reaction was certainly understandable.
After all, Pharaoh himself had feared the great numbers of the people of Israel.
If Pharaoh feared, is it any wonder that Aaron who certainly didn’t have Pharaoh’s resources trembled when a large contingency demanded an idol?
Under pressure, Aaron’s faith faltered. He succumbed to fear.
Yup. Fear was undoubtedly Aaron’s Achilles’ heel. After all, when Moses returned and confronted Aaron about the golden calf, Aaron again attempted to protect himself.
He whined, “…you know the people yourself that they are prone to evil,” (Exodus 32:22).
The gold calf fiasco, however, was not Aaron’s only regret. In Numbers, God calls Aaron and sister Miriam out for their complaining. Doesn’t sound like a big deal, does it?
Moses pulled Aaron out of more than a few dumpster piles.
Nevertheless, they did more than just a little grumbling. Numbers 12:1 actually says, “Miriam and Aaron spoke against Moses because of the Cushite woman whom he had married…”
It seems that Miriam and Aaron were encouraging mutiny. They planted seeds of distrust. They gossiped and undermined Moses’ authority.
And as is often the case, the more they talked, the more justified they felt they were in their complaints. Likely, no one felt free to challenge Moses’ brother and sister. Thus, they grew more bold.
They argued, “‘Has the LORD indeed spoken only through Moses? Has He not spoken through us as well?” (Numbers 12:2).
They had taken their murmuring too far. God stepped in and confronted Miriam and Aaron in Moses’ presence.
Speaking of Moses, God said,” … he beholds the form of the LORD. Why then were you not afraid to speak against My servant, against Moses?” (Numbers 12:8b).
In other words, Moses spoke directly to God; Moses had seen God. He had been chosen especially by God. Yet, they had dared to challenge Moses’ leadership and in doing so, they had actually challenged God.
The account in Numbers reveals that when God concluded the reprimand, Miriam became leprous. Interestingly enough, though, scripture makes no mention of Aaron contracting leprosy.
The reason? I believe that as the eldest, Miriam was the instigator. Thus, she carried the consequences for their rebellion.
Why did Aaron go along with Miriam? I believe he again feared disapproval. He crumbled.
Caught up in sibling rivalry and gossip, Aaron found himself on the hot seat.
He had learned, however, that shifting blame didn’t get him very far. He begged Moses for forgiveness.
Instead of blaming Miriam, Aaron said, “Oh, my lord, I beg you, do not account this sin to us, in which we have acted foolishly and in which we have sinned,” (Numbers 12:11).
Caught up in sibling rivalry and gossip, Aaron found himself on the hot seat.
Moses demonstrated tremendous grace in that situation. He interceded on behalf of Miriam and Aaron. Many would have wished to get even. But not Moses. Instead, he prayed for those who attempted to undermine him.
But God’s response to Aaron actually surprises me even more. I’ve re-visited Exodus chapter 40:12-16 more than once just to verify what I read there.
I can hardly believe it. But yes, it’s there in black and white.
God told Moses to anoint and consecrate Aaron and Aaron’s sons as a perpetual priesthood to God.
“For all generations to come,” God said.
Aaron. That same Aaron– who had cast the golden calf and enabled the people’s return to paganism while Moses communed with God on Mount Sinai– served as a high priest to Yahweh.
We’re talking the same Aaron who with Miriam, had nearly mutinied against God’s chosen prophet and leader, Moses.
Uh, huh. God chose that very waffler… Aaron, the one with all the regrets. Aaron and his descendants interceded on behalf of God’s people until God’s perfect high priest burst forth from the grave and ascended to heaven.
I love the irony of Aaron’s story.
Our amazing God certainly “flipped” Aaron’s “house of regret and rubble.” He redeemed Aaron’s “house” and made it shine once more.
Yet, God chose that very waffler… Aaron, the one with all the regrets.
Yet, when I stop to consider it, I recognize that this was not simply God’s “one-off.” God is actually in the ultimate “fixer upper” business.
He gave Adam and Eve a choice in the garden, and when they chose poorly, He didn’t scrap the whole human project. Although His creation had been marred by sin and evil, He didn’t crumple it up, or throw it away.
Instead, Christ redeemed us from the debris. He climbed into the mess, and reached to reclaim us. He rescued us from the dumpster. He makes us shine (1 John 1:7; Matthew 5:14).
Regrets? Sure. We all have them. But in Christ our regrets no longer separate us from God. Through Christ, our lives are redeemed–made new again.
God delights in renewing and re-purposing our lives (2 Corinthians 5:17).
John 3:17 records, “For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.”
Indeed. All things considered, I think God might very well be the ultimate, dumpster diver.
“Praise the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all His benefits–who forgives all your sins…who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion,” ~Psalm 32:5-7